first day at work is a success so far 
half an hour more and i'll be going home.. i'll admit i'm tired..
but it's good.. not being out of the house, even being in the
office feels good...
only thing, i didn't go for lunch with the guys coz they went to
play street soccer during lunchtime and i didn't feel like eating..
i ate a normal breakfast and until now, i still feel kinda
full...
i'm doomed 
anyway, the people here say i've slimmed down a lot which is true..
12 bloody kg!
it shows on my uniform pants and belt... where i used to stick the
thingy in the 2nd to last belt hole, now it's in the last belt hole
and my pants keep sliding downwards.. the pants used to fit snugly
and were getting a bit too tight, it's now very loose.. and the
shirt which used to be a little bit too small around the middle is
now hanging loose.. i've lost a crapload of weight 
anyway, my weekend is screwed.. i have to work this saturday
oh well.. it's okay.. not that much, i think i have to go talk to a
bunch of senior citizens or something
i'm wondering what i should do with my pile of snacks in the
drawer... maybe in time, i'll regain my appetite and eat them..
they're not that bad.. mostly shiitake mushroom crisps
oh well.. back to work.. and i have a crapload to do.. and looking
for someone to take my place in my section because i will probably
be transferred.. also, to suggest where i would like to go.. i
don't have a good rep with the bosses because i am vocal but they
know i do my work.. now, which boss is around who is brave enough
to take me?
my current boss did and she was actually happy with my work because
whatever piece of work came my way, i did it with a positive
outlook on things... now i've got to go, she's asked me to look for
a replacement and i am
oh where oh where can this deranged man go?
